Xyndy's Diary . . . .

Sigh! Many things happened during these periods. Family, personal, work matters & studies. I'm so vexed & worried over all these. Who can guide me along? I'm so vexed over which diploma to take these few days too. I got no one to help me, to guide me, to advise me. I.... I don't know what's the next step to walk. :'( I hate myself for doing so many wrong things to everyone who matters to me. I hate myself for not treating people the way they should be treated. I hate my selfishness. I hate my temper. I hate my attitude. I hate how I'm still unable to change for the better. I hate how negative I have become. I hate myself so much now!!!! I know I have to be strong. But I'm really tired, very very tired. :'(

p.s. To T, family, friends: I'm sorry for all my wrong doings, my way of treating you guys, my selfishness, my temper & attitude towards you guys. I'm truly sorry.

2011 has been a whirlwind for me, I won’t say its good nor bad. I want to thanks those who are there for me all these while. W/O you guys, I guess I wouldn't hang on till now. (You know who you are) Thank you! Changed of job in March & I'm still trying to handle the stress in my current coy. Wouldn’t complaint much on it as every job have got their own stress. On a happier note, I had another memorable birthday celebrations this year too.
All in All, I'm thankful I've made it through 2011. :)

For 2012, I hope to be a better person & strive harder for my studies & goals. :)

Here's wishing you and your loved ones a blessed, smooth & sparkling 2012 ahead! :)

p.s. I don't wish for a good one. But I just hope everything will be back to normal.